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Sunday, March 20, 2011

The one person who taught me a lot more than i ever expected.
I never wanted a sibling 
never have i thought about mingling 
but he taught me to love people without tags and tag lines
he taught me the feeling of feeling for others unconditionally 
he made me do things i hate with a smile especially changing baby clothes or singing for them
he taught the lesson i so urgently needed to learn - PATIENCE 
this little devil is my neighbor's kid but the affection we have for him is beyond all doors of separation
love is beyond anything it makes a person HUMAN  i now feel it.

you don't have to make yourself love anyone; if you have goodness love will happen . one cannot try and love you should feel the love to love 
love is not to preserve it is to be shown and felt . 
True love is never ending it goes on and on stays there even if the people don't. 
He is truly a best teacher and all the kids are  when it comes to selfless love and affection.
kids are what we adults forget to be - innocent and giving

Saturday, March 5, 2011

“Oh! God Mahesh get up its already 8:00. Mahesh… wake up and go and switch on the light, I can’t find my clothes.”
Unwillingly Mahesh dragged him out of his bed to switch on the lights for divya to find her clothes.
“Its just 8:00 pm dive where you going now. Moreover its raining outside. You love rain. Stay here and enjoy the rain with Me.” said Mahesh.
 Divya ignored him and started putting on her clothes.

Mahesh dint expect dive to answer so he said nothing and returned to his bed. He was watching her getting dressed; he could not help but admire her beauty. Not that he has never seen her naked before but he never had the time to see her getting dressed. He never had the time to admire her long black hair left open touching her bare back. Never before he got attracted to the contrast of her black bra against her dusky skin. They were always in a hurry after  making love.  I love her said Mahesh to himself. He wanted to run his finger tips on her bare  back but choose not to as dive was getting dressed in a hurry and she dint seem to be  in a good mood .

 “What you staring at Mahesh? “its embarrassing . stop it .” Said divya
“Dive you won’t get a auto now don’t go. Stay here tonight “said Mahesh in an appealing tone
“Oh stop it Mahesh don’t act like a baby. You know I have to go.” Added divya quickly  in a  no-nonsense tone. Divya dint want to leave but she had to. She was helpless.

Mahesh was watching her stuff her bag with the things she bought with her for her 3 days stay with him and he dint like what he was seeing. How could she be so heartless? How can she just walk away just like that when she knows I will miss her? Why can’t she just take a stand for once?  Mahesh was battling with all these questions himself and he was very angry now he wanted to slap divya but he knows he cannot he loves her. He never loved any girl like her loves her. Without a second thought he pulled her close to him
Their lips touched.  They kissed. They got closer and closer. They kissed like they never kissed. Passion and pain of momentary separation was driving them all the more closer and deeper. She was ruffling his hair, he was moving his finger tips on her bare back beneath her shirt while kissing and licking her lips. She was out of breath but she dint want to leave him. She wanted to pause this very moment. She knew she was getting late but she could not stop herself but she was getting late so unwillingly yet forcefully She pushed him away in a jiffy.

“I have to go Mahesh I’ am getting late. I have commitments. I have a husband. He will be back today and I have to be home before he reaches home“ her irritation and helplessness was clear from her voice
“Don’t go dive. You know you don’t love him.” Added Mahesh in an helpless tone
“I know I don’t love him but I have to go back “said dive and she walked up to the door. She could no longer hold her tears back and she let them flow down.  Before leaving he turned back to see him standing there with moist eyes. The man she loves. The only man she ever loved. She loves his presence. She always did but she had no clue he loved her as well because he never said anything when they were together in the same college. She decided to keep her love for him to herself and get on with life until an year ago when she accidentally bumped into him at Trivandrum central railway station just 2 days before her first wedding anniversary with Abhi . Mahesh and divya traveled together in the same coupe and that journey lead her to the forbidden path of the marital norms. She loved him and she gave into her emotions. They became close again emotionally and physically. She knew she was cheating on Abhi but then she never loved Abhi so she never bothered to feel guilty for  what she did with Mahesh because she believed that love conquers and justifies all. She was crying. She always cried for him...

“Dive you getting late  ... “said Mahesh and his words brought her back to reality breaking her chain of thoughts.
 She loves his voice. She loves it when he calls her dive. She was confessing her love for Mahesh to herself .

“Yes I’am leaving Mahesh and ya don’t cal me today. I will call you tomorrow “saying this she opened the door to leave after saying something she always wanted to say to him

“Mahesh I love you. I always did but I can never forgive you for one thing. You dint confess your feelings for me when you should have otherwise you wouldn’t have to share me with another man today . Bye “saying this she banged the door after her.

Friday, March 4, 2011

I Want To Feel My LOVE For You

 I love to love that someone..
   I thought I would never love.

       I ‘am longing to feel your presence close to my soul
         I want to love you the way I could never love myself
On a lonely rainy night
  I wish I was that rain drops falling on your lips

On a sunny day
  I wish I was the first ray of sunlight to kiss your skin

    I want to feel my love for you...
      Because your love makes me love myself
        I never felt I could love myself this much
          Before I started loving you

I want to love someone …
 Because I want to feel how it feels to be in love with someone

I want to love someone..
 Because I want to experience self less love for someone else except me

I want to love someone ..,
Because I know I can love someone with my heart and soul
And not just with  my body..

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

My defination of Life( inspired by this very moment )

If world is a STAGE ………..
I would like to be the curtain puller of that stage..
Pulling the curtains in and out
For the characters  to come and perform on stage.

If world is a STAGE………
I would like to be the light technician
The one adjusting the intensity of light falling on the characters due to perform

If world is a STAGE……….
I would like to be the sweeper..
The one who sweeps the dust from the stage making way for cleanliness and clarity
To set on the STAGE

If world is a STAGE……
I would like to a Spectator
Watching and cheering for  the other characters
 To tune into their role easily

               Life is not a STAGE
                    Neither Am I a spectator

                            Life is a journey
                             With unsure beginnings and definite destination being DEATH
                                         And I’m a TRAVELER walking towards that destination
                                                   with a smile